Jason Mraz, Green, Bat For Lashes, Guitar, Singing, Tegan and Sara, Writing & Drawing
You're my sweetest downfall.
You're my sweetest downfall.
{ Marianne }
{ Speak }
{ Others. }
{ Past. }
{ Monday, November 30, 2009 }
I'm in love with the letter J. HAHA, I swear if white headphone's name starts with a 'J' I'd fall straight in love with him XD And I do believe I'm gonna marry a guy who's name starts with a J. If I ever get married that is.
I mean come on. James, Jared, Jason. LOL. ARGHHH! I'm going a little crazy over Jared Leto all over again. Have you heard the new album? Its fucking brilliant. I don't usually use the word in the entries these days but I'll say it once more. Its fucking brilliant. Its epic. I know Lanze said he was gonna buy the album and lend it to me but now, I want it for myself. So I'm gonna get it for myself (: Because I know its soooo worth it! HAHAHAH. ROAR.
Anyway, these few days have been pretty crazy I guess. So let's backtrack to Friday.
FRIDAY
Friday was HO4 day (: Met them and was kinda lost in Ion. How assed is that but yeah. Found Lanze then found the girls. Had fun taking photos and doing nonsense while Lanze typed away XD Then we went to Plaza Singapura to eat lunch at like 4+ almost 5pm LOL. Then went to get Tim's present which happens to still be in my bag XD It's really really cute though XD Yeah. Then had to go back home. Got a seat on 190 and I was so so so thankful (: Got home and everyone was more or less there. Family sushi eating gathering -.- So we sat around, ate sushi, played with cousins and all. My baby cousin likespoking my face and I'll say 'Ouch!" and he'll laugh. How sadistic. But oh so cute (: They all went home at around 12+am and I was exhausted by then so I just bathed and crawled into bed and could NOT sleep. I was tossing and turning and freaking out till about 3am before I fell asleep.
SATURDAY
Woke up a little later than I was supposed to so had to rush off to church for little baby Carlos's baptism. So damn cute but my spirits got super down low when twin was all sad and moody. I guess I just expected it to be a happy occasion. He called me a bimbo just because I probably giggled a little with Steffy at babies. ): That's just unfair. Seriously. So I got kinda pissed. I mean, already his mood's affecting me and then he goes and say that sort of thing in my face. I think I gave him my WTF face. LOL. I just wanted to have a good time but I wasn't. So we ate and went home. I didnt wanna stay around but I felt bad for Steffy cos she hasn't met us for so long and when she does we're like in such bad moods. LOL.
Went home and rested for a bit then went off to Jurong Point because I wanted to get balloons for Sharon! So I went there and got carried away shopping for presents XD I spent almost 15mins picking out balloons. They only had EXTREMELY HUGE balloons or EXTREMELY PUNY ones. So idiotic right? LOL. So I got the puny ones since I had to take the MRT to her place. XD They were nice small ones okay! I also bought her 2 notebooks, small ones from artbox. I WANTED TO BUY SOME FOR MYSELF BECAUSE THEIR NOTEBOOKS WERE SO FREAKING NICE. But no cash. So I wanted to wrap it but they took so long to get down to wrapping, I just got a green bag for the books. HAHA, it actually looked alot nicer than I thought it would look!
So bought everything and took the mrt to admiralty. Walked the wrong way and then walked the right way. We were supposed to be there at around 5pm but I got there at like 7pm and I thought I'd be the latest. So I popped into the house and was like "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" at Sharon with the balloons and I realised I was the first one there! XD So we sat around talked till Dot and Anabelle and Alaine and Dom came! We ate and she opened her pressies and then we adjourned to her room to talk about ghost stories at first and Dom and I had to represent John Tan since he couldn't make it XD Then out of no where the subject of tattoos were brought up! HAHA. Damn funny. Oh then we all decided to go home at 11.30pm so we did and I cabbed home and slept with a huge smile on my face! I loved it, those people really know how to make me smile (:
SUNDAY
I stayed home most of sunday morning (: Just lazing around at home and playing my guitar. HAHA. Really awesome. Then afternoon came, we went to Lot 1 for lunch and I got to buy new shoes because my shoes all died on me at the same time. All of them had something that was out of place or just broke so I needed new shoes immediately. So we ran into cotton on and grabbed a shoe and a skirt along the way XD Whoopee. Anyway, after lunch I started freaking out about the whole singing thing. And it finally came after mass. I'm glad so few stayed back to watch. HAHA. I was so freaked that when it was my turn I had to hold on to the stand because I was shaking so hard. Anyway, I thought I did good but nope. LOL. When I heard it back it was a DISASTER so nope. Not gonna put up the video on facebook HAHAHA. No way. Well, got it all down and then ran off for dinner and back home.
TODAY
Today sucks for the most part. I stayed home and was intending to send the girls off when my brother smses me to tell me I gotta stay home till he got home since he didnt bring his keys. Guess what time he got home? 2.45pm! ): How to go down luh. wthhh. So too bad, I ended up youtubing. Which made me HIGH TILL NOW. I found new gems and old gems! As you might already know, I youtubed 30 seconds to mars and heard one or two of their new songs and OMG ITS DAMN CRAZILY EPICLY GOOD! (: I love it and I'm gonna buy it. But another thing I found is Aussie band, Potbelleez. They do like dance music but its really nice and funky. So here's one of their vids :D
Tomorrow: Shopping with HM
Wednesday: group meeting in the morning at city hall and then CYA at night! (: LOOKING FORWARD TO CYA (:
Thursday: Spanish class gathering! :D Food & movie!
Friday: Lunch with Adam and then to church!
Busy week. In between I'll be blogging, facebooking and doing my essays. Wish me luck peeps.
& are you with me?
I mean come on. James, Jared, Jason. LOL. ARGHHH! I'm going a little crazy over Jared Leto all over again. Have you heard the new album? Its fucking brilliant. I don't usually use the word in the entries these days but I'll say it once more. Its fucking brilliant. Its epic. I know Lanze said he was gonna buy the album and lend it to me but now, I want it for myself. So I'm gonna get it for myself (: Because I know its soooo worth it! HAHAHAH. ROAR.
Anyway, these few days have been pretty crazy I guess. So let's backtrack to Friday.
FRIDAY
Friday was HO4 day (: Met them and was kinda lost in Ion. How assed is that but yeah. Found Lanze then found the girls. Had fun taking photos and doing nonsense while Lanze typed away XD Then we went to Plaza Singapura to eat lunch at like 4+ almost 5pm LOL. Then went to get Tim's present which happens to still be in my bag XD It's really really cute though XD Yeah. Then had to go back home. Got a seat on 190 and I was so so so thankful (: Got home and everyone was more or less there. Family sushi eating gathering -.- So we sat around, ate sushi, played with cousins and all. My baby cousin likespoking my face and I'll say 'Ouch!" and he'll laugh. How sadistic. But oh so cute (: They all went home at around 12+am and I was exhausted by then so I just bathed and crawled into bed and could NOT sleep. I was tossing and turning and freaking out till about 3am before I fell asleep.
SATURDAY
Woke up a little later than I was supposed to so had to rush off to church for little baby Carlos's baptism. So damn cute but my spirits got super down low when twin was all sad and moody. I guess I just expected it to be a happy occasion. He called me a bimbo just because I probably giggled a little with Steffy at babies. ): That's just unfair. Seriously. So I got kinda pissed. I mean, already his mood's affecting me and then he goes and say that sort of thing in my face. I think I gave him my WTF face. LOL. I just wanted to have a good time but I wasn't. So we ate and went home. I didnt wanna stay around but I felt bad for Steffy cos she hasn't met us for so long and when she does we're like in such bad moods. LOL.
Went home and rested for a bit then went off to Jurong Point because I wanted to get balloons for Sharon! So I went there and got carried away shopping for presents XD I spent almost 15mins picking out balloons. They only had EXTREMELY HUGE balloons or EXTREMELY PUNY ones. So idiotic right? LOL. So I got the puny ones since I had to take the MRT to her place. XD They were nice small ones okay! I also bought her 2 notebooks, small ones from artbox. I WANTED TO BUY SOME FOR MYSELF BECAUSE THEIR NOTEBOOKS WERE SO FREAKING NICE. But no cash. So I wanted to wrap it but they took so long to get down to wrapping, I just got a green bag for the books. HAHA, it actually looked alot nicer than I thought it would look!
So bought everything and took the mrt to admiralty. Walked the wrong way and then walked the right way. We were supposed to be there at around 5pm but I got there at like 7pm and I thought I'd be the latest. So I popped into the house and was like "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" at Sharon with the balloons and I realised I was the first one there! XD So we sat around talked till Dot and Anabelle and Alaine and Dom came! We ate and she opened her pressies and then we adjourned to her room to talk about ghost stories at first and Dom and I had to represent John Tan since he couldn't make it XD Then out of no where the subject of tattoos were brought up! HAHA. Damn funny. Oh then we all decided to go home at 11.30pm so we did and I cabbed home and slept with a huge smile on my face! I loved it, those people really know how to make me smile (:
SUNDAY
I stayed home most of sunday morning (: Just lazing around at home and playing my guitar. HAHA. Really awesome. Then afternoon came, we went to Lot 1 for lunch and I got to buy new shoes because my shoes all died on me at the same time. All of them had something that was out of place or just broke so I needed new shoes immediately. So we ran into cotton on and grabbed a shoe and a skirt along the way XD Whoopee. Anyway, after lunch I started freaking out about the whole singing thing. And it finally came after mass. I'm glad so few stayed back to watch. HAHA. I was so freaked that when it was my turn I had to hold on to the stand because I was shaking so hard. Anyway, I thought I did good but nope. LOL. When I heard it back it was a DISASTER so nope. Not gonna put up the video on facebook HAHAHA. No way. Well, got it all down and then ran off for dinner and back home.
TODAY
Today sucks for the most part. I stayed home and was intending to send the girls off when my brother smses me to tell me I gotta stay home till he got home since he didnt bring his keys. Guess what time he got home? 2.45pm! ): How to go down luh. wthhh. So too bad, I ended up youtubing. Which made me HIGH TILL NOW. I found new gems and old gems! As you might already know, I youtubed 30 seconds to mars and heard one or two of their new songs and OMG ITS DAMN CRAZILY EPICLY GOOD! (: I love it and I'm gonna buy it. But another thing I found is Aussie band, Potbelleez. They do like dance music but its really nice and funky. So here's one of their vids :D
Tomorrow: Shopping with HM
Wednesday: group meeting in the morning at city hall and then CYA at night! (: LOOKING FORWARD TO CYA (:
Thursday: Spanish class gathering! :D Food & movie!
Friday: Lunch with Adam and then to church!
Busy week. In between I'll be blogging, facebooking and doing my essays. Wish me luck peeps.
& are you with me?
{ fin }
{ Saturday, November 28, 2009 }
Okay, like I told Adam. Its a crush. If I'm in love I'd say I'm in love but still.
- aiya 18 (:
- not that old, not that young too
- he looks like a monkey all the same
Oh, and the winning statement of the night:
- ouch ciara trashed a nice car in the mtv :/
LOL. Tsk tsk.
& dont tug.
- aiya 18 (:
- not that old, not that young too
- he looks like a monkey all the same
Oh, and the winning statement of the night:
- ouch ciara trashed a nice car in the mtv :/
LOL. Tsk tsk.
& dont tug.
{ fin }
{ Thursday, November 26, 2009 }
Today was an awesome day (:
Met Jannah and Fathin earlier for practice. Went to class had some time to study and all of a sudden Maestro Esteban says "Okay, everyone out of the class except Martina." I was like WTH. That's me. Means I'm the first person to go for oral ): HAHA, but he's nice. He kept saying "It alright, its really simple." and I guess it really was kind of simple. :D Nice teacherrr! Anyway, went on to presentations and we got to drink Sangria or something like that and eat mexican stuff baked by one of the girls! Super nice. Its really funny because I think we only started warming up to each other TODAY. Which technically is the end of lessons. We're meeting up next week though, for movies and more mexican food as promised by Maestro Esteban :D Hope he doesn't burn his kitchen down though. XD
Amazing day of spanish. I so wanna go to Cuba now. Even more than before!
I watched Grey's Anatomy and you know what? It reminded me that CHRISTMAS IS COMING! (: Ask me out for christmas people (: I cant wait :D Christmas, singing and all! WHOOOO.
SINGINGGG (: HAHAHAHA. I'm high. I feel love from somewhere but dunno where LOL. Maybe its from friends and all.
GUESS WHAT! TODAY MARKS 2 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP WITH MY DEAREST DEAREST SIEWYI! It might seem like a really young friendship to many but I think its amazing how we met and how we went through so much together! It feels like we've known each other all our lives! (: I love that girl truckloads! :D
Today's also CINDY TAN PECK KAY'S birthday so if you haven't wished her and you read this, go wish her NOW.
Well, I guess that's all I have to blog about (: HHAHA, spanish, christmas, love and birthdays. Yup, that's about it (:
Oh wait. You know how you have a major crush on someone for a while? This is how screwwy it gets.
- what's your number? maybe i call you or something
LOL. Yup, it gets that screwwy that I notice things I otherwise wouldn't notice. Cheap thrills much? (: HAHA, but keeps me happy so yeah. He's like this with everyone because he's so freaking super the duper nice.
I still prefer white headphones though (: And I only got a sneak peek of him once this week. A 5 second glance. How sad is that? LOL.
& flip a coin (:
Met Jannah and Fathin earlier for practice. Went to class had some time to study and all of a sudden Maestro Esteban says "Okay, everyone out of the class except Martina." I was like WTH. That's me. Means I'm the first person to go for oral ): HAHA, but he's nice. He kept saying "It alright, its really simple." and I guess it really was kind of simple. :D Nice teacherrr! Anyway, went on to presentations and we got to drink Sangria or something like that and eat mexican stuff baked by one of the girls! Super nice. Its really funny because I think we only started warming up to each other TODAY. Which technically is the end of lessons. We're meeting up next week though, for movies and more mexican food as promised by Maestro Esteban :D Hope he doesn't burn his kitchen down though. XD
Amazing day of spanish. I so wanna go to Cuba now. Even more than before!
I watched Grey's Anatomy and you know what? It reminded me that CHRISTMAS IS COMING! (: Ask me out for christmas people (: I cant wait :D Christmas, singing and all! WHOOOO.
SINGINGGG (: HAHAHAHA. I'm high. I feel love from somewhere but dunno where LOL. Maybe its from friends and all.
GUESS WHAT! TODAY MARKS 2 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP WITH MY DEAREST DEAREST SIEWYI! It might seem like a really young friendship to many but I think its amazing how we met and how we went through so much together! It feels like we've known each other all our lives! (: I love that girl truckloads! :D
Today's also CINDY TAN PECK KAY'S birthday so if you haven't wished her and you read this, go wish her NOW.
Well, I guess that's all I have to blog about (: HHAHA, spanish, christmas, love and birthdays. Yup, that's about it (:
Oh wait. You know how you have a major crush on someone for a while? This is how screwwy it gets.
- what's your number? maybe i call you or something
LOL. Yup, it gets that screwwy that I notice things I otherwise wouldn't notice. Cheap thrills much? (: HAHA, but keeps me happy so yeah. He's like this with everyone because he's so freaking super the duper nice.
I still prefer white headphones though (: And I only got a sneak peek of him once this week. A 5 second glance. How sad is that? LOL.
& flip a coin (:
{ fin }
{ Wednesday, November 25, 2009 }
Scary. Today we're told everyone's gonna betray us one day. That human love is fleeting. Here today, gone tomorrow.
ARGH. Okay, scary part was all the talk about Paranormal Activities. Real life experiences. Damn freaky. Went for dinner with Dom and John.
Anyway, fleeting love right?
Its not love. Its a crush I've had for a long long time now.
-machines are like hamsters that dont respond to you
-you stare at the probes and mechanical arms like some hamster cage but no attention given to you.
-ouch just hit my head on the wall while putting eye drops. lol.
How can you not be fond of a guy who says that? lol. He scare me with his real life paranormal activity and then he starts telling me ways to not fear and not be afraid.
You, my friend, are way too nice. Stop being so nice. Seriously.
CYA is pure love, always (:
& psalm 91 & 92.
ARGH. Okay, scary part was all the talk about Paranormal Activities. Real life experiences. Damn freaky. Went for dinner with Dom and John.
Anyway, fleeting love right?
Its not love. Its a crush I've had for a long long time now.
-machines are like hamsters that dont respond to you
-you stare at the probes and mechanical arms like some hamster cage but no attention given to you.
-ouch just hit my head on the wall while putting eye drops. lol.
How can you not be fond of a guy who says that? lol. He scare me with his real life paranormal activity and then he starts telling me ways to not fear and not be afraid.
You, my friend, are way too nice. Stop being so nice. Seriously.
CYA is pure love, always (:
& psalm 91 & 92.
{ fin }
{ Tuesday, November 24, 2009 }
I realise I have Fleeting Fury. I dont stay mad at people long unless they piss me off BIG TIME.
I dont have much to say about today besides the good company and good food. No white headphones today. Doesn't matter.
Life seems to be so stagnant at the moment. I need a little bit of excitement and all.
Nisha, dont worry about it (: We all feel down at times. Cant be high all the time anyway!
And HJ, wanna see ah? Wait till I get the courage to take photo of him then I show you! Or if we see him in school i will point point to you XD
Tomorrow is another long day in school. But CYA should cheer me up lots! (: Miss everyone so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much! ):
& if I could just see you, everything would be alright.
I dont have much to say about today besides the good company and good food. No white headphones today. Doesn't matter.
Life seems to be so stagnant at the moment. I need a little bit of excitement and all.
Nisha, dont worry about it (: We all feel down at times. Cant be high all the time anyway!
And HJ, wanna see ah? Wait till I get the courage to take photo of him then I show you! Or if we see him in school i will point point to you XD
Tomorrow is another long day in school. But CYA should cheer me up lots! (: Miss everyone so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much! ):
& if I could just see you, everything would be alright.
{ fin }
{ Monday, November 23, 2009 }
Okay, today was really weird till the end of the day before it get sorta better XD
I entered class today and everyone seemed so low on energy and all. I could feel a weird sorta vibe from all the girls and even Glenn. I think its the sickness starting to get to everyone. I felt happy though and tried to remain that way through the day.
Juliet's class was interesting XD Me, Caryn, Faith and Dave acted like retards today XD We took the band thingy to tie around our knees and went down to level one, walked halfway towards convention centre and then we decided to tie all our knees together and try walking. OMG DAMN HILARIOUS PLEASE. We took like 5 mins just to get into the lift or something and people were staring and Caryn was screaming. LOL. Total madness. But it was super fun and hilarious luh.
Went for lunch and then went off for Fred's very first successful tutorial with us! We actually all participated and learned and were awake during his lesson! Must have been some kind of miracle. Think he was pretty happy and I think he likes it when we end early! He kept looking at his watch through the whole lesson XD
Ended lesson and went off to the sunny benches at 56 with HJ, Sarali and Nisha. Stayed there for a while as they settled their visitations. Well, it was all worth the while XD
Here's why:
We were waiting for the bus and it finally came and we went up the bus and I'm standing and for some reason I took a glance to my left and guess who caught my eye? WHITE HEADPHONES! Haha, he was at the bus stop and didnt get up the bus ): He was with a friend (a guy this time) and he was SMILING! HAHA. *heart melts..not.* Yeah. So I got a glimpse of him. Sorry to say, Nisha and Lanze were talking on the bus but I wasn't really paying attention because his face was in my head, smiling. I could not focus on what they were saying at all. URGH. I swear I dont mean to feel this way. Its just... Ah well.
I entered class today and everyone seemed so low on energy and all. I could feel a weird sorta vibe from all the girls and even Glenn. I think its the sickness starting to get to everyone. I felt happy though and tried to remain that way through the day.
Juliet's class was interesting XD Me, Caryn, Faith and Dave acted like retards today XD We took the band thingy to tie around our knees and went down to level one, walked halfway towards convention centre and then we decided to tie all our knees together and try walking. OMG DAMN HILARIOUS PLEASE. We took like 5 mins just to get into the lift or something and people were staring and Caryn was screaming. LOL. Total madness. But it was super fun and hilarious luh.
Went for lunch and then went off for Fred's very first successful tutorial with us! We actually all participated and learned and were awake during his lesson! Must have been some kind of miracle. Think he was pretty happy and I think he likes it when we end early! He kept looking at his watch through the whole lesson XD
Ended lesson and went off to the sunny benches at 56 with HJ, Sarali and Nisha. Stayed there for a while as they settled their visitations. Well, it was all worth the while XD
Here's why:
We were waiting for the bus and it finally came and we went up the bus and I'm standing and for some reason I took a glance to my left and guess who caught my eye? WHITE HEADPHONES! Haha, he was at the bus stop and didnt get up the bus ): He was with a friend (a guy this time) and he was SMILING! HAHA. *heart melts..not.* Yeah. So I got a glimpse of him. Sorry to say, Nisha and Lanze were talking on the bus but I wasn't really paying attention because his face was in my head, smiling. I could not focus on what they were saying at all. URGH. I swear I dont mean to feel this way. Its just... Ah well.
Well, here's something that's kinda weird I guess. I dont like it. So if you're reading please stop trying, thanks.
Seriously.
& okay, its alright with me. Some things are just meant to be.
{ fin }
{ Sunday, November 22, 2009 }
Once more, music has saved me (:
Practice was fun. I guess I just had to get over the awkwardness and all. HAHA, the shyness! But in the end it was really great. They said I had a nice voice and roped me in for the choir XD Woah, its really pretty awesome I guess. We were all so happy singing in church! :D I like. HAHA, and Jessica can sing please. They all can sing so freaking well its kinda intimidating. Ah well, guess I have to try to blend in and all.
Yup, music's my lifetime hobby (:
& high notes, you baffle me no longer XD
Practice was fun. I guess I just had to get over the awkwardness and all. HAHA, the shyness! But in the end it was really great. They said I had a nice voice and roped me in for the choir XD Woah, its really pretty awesome I guess. We were all so happy singing in church! :D I like. HAHA, and Jessica can sing please. They all can sing so freaking well its kinda intimidating. Ah well, guess I have to try to blend in and all.
Yup, music's my lifetime hobby (:
& high notes, you baffle me no longer XD
{ fin }